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I am what she is not. Something he couldn't take too easily. And a daughter my parents SHOULD be partially proud of. I love Fluffy clouds and would like to see them in the color of sky blue or apple green someday.

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He is so lame i could slap him straight away
Saturday, December 5, 2009
On second thought,
YAMAHA MUSIC SCHOOL can wait.
I worry more about STPM than piano (FOR NOW).

Cuz i'm not a born genius.. to make things worse, i'm not really study smart. XD
So, wait a little longer oh piano lesson. :)

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Going to pick my older sis at the airport tonight. ;)


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Dreams and wishes
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Just one by one of my wishes are coming true.

Though its a little late to do it around this time, it's better late than NEVER.
I've been dreaming about this since 10 years ago. Yes, 10.

So what exactly?



I'M COMING YAMAHA MUSIC SCHOOL!!!


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i WAS yours
I never forget how you once made me smile.
Let alone regretting it.

I've been ignored, i've been forgotten,
But at the end of those days,
Your warm smile showered me with warmth and love.

Though we weren't meant to be, i WAS yours.



Dull and lonely moments can sometimes be inspiring bah. If you make good use of it. Hahaha, i don't know how i could get that cheesy.
I was at the kitchen chopping some chicken wings, and this thought slowly digested out from my not-really-concentrating-on-the-chicken brain. Fortunately the soup tasted good.


Hahaha~ special utk kimie.


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Woah
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
2 posts in one day? Familiar? Oh yes..
This really reminds me of those days where i'm scrubbing my toilet bowl just because i'm bored and got nothing left to do.
And it's obvious now that i'm BORED.

December.
You finally came huh?
It's the time where all you photographers walk around town, snapping candids of others,
All you party animal gets extra sweet in front of the bonzer to get free-passes..

SIGH.
So what does a lame person does on these kind of days..?

Simple. Continue being lame.

Or, blog. haha..

I miss my friends. Sad to say i don't think they feel the same way..
GASP!? 'What makes u think that' you say??!
Ask you self lah.

Everyday, I spent myself sitting in front the tv, the laptop, the toilet bowl, the kitchen.. ALONE, cuz admit it.. you're too busy to find me and say;

"Hey! Let's go hang out!"

Come on guys! I have a car now! hahahaha! Of course money is still the problem.. BUT WHO CARES? We can just go somewhere and hang out. As in doing the 'updating session'??

Of course, I'm not like most of you.
I don't smoke. I don't do Shisha. I don't go to the cinemas. Most importantly, i don't go to night clubs. So what? Who's dumb enough to think that's the only fun source in this world??

Ok2.. fine.
I don't expect to get a 'hang out' invitation immediately.
And no, i'm not sulking or depressed at the moment YET.

I still have Mir and IY to help me kill all this negative-ness. ;)


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Hopeless
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Will be taking two of my cats to the Vet tomorrow.
I lost my female cat.. right after her daughter died. I feel so hopeless.

Ya lah. Go and laugh, say i'm a freak.
Nobody understands how my kind of 'sympathy' is for any animal. You people might just call me some crazy animal freak.

I'm seriously feeling down.

Now i'll go and watch 'Invisible Youth'. I hope that'll cheer me somehow.


LOL


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I'm MELTING
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Drowning..Lost..Mesmerized.

Oh god help me!! Seriously!!!

I can't help but to fall in love with his smile...



I DON'T CARE IF ITS REPETITIVE.. hahahhahaha



If i want a guy, I'll choose someone who's smile is irresistible..

;)


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waiting
Monday, November 23, 2009
Waiting for Kimie to send me our KL trip photos. Sigh.. Whats taking you so long oh?
Anyway, I'm only halfway reading 'The Time Traveler's Wife', and i didn't expect to read SO MANY obscene words... hahahaha! But hey, it's time to grow up. XD (I need to stay optimistic!)

Anyway, About the Genting trip.

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I never thought KL would be soooooo boring. I mean, there's not much to do (when you're with the rest of the family). And yeah, i feel so thankful and happy for my mum during her convo. Must be so proud and relief receiving that piece of paper from some unknown-but-famous geezer. Hahahaha!! (Oh dear, that novel is affecting me!)

Two days later we found ourselves waiting for a bus ride to Genting at Puduraya, a crowded place which can easily pissed someone who hates salesman/saleswoman etc.
Seriously,
"BAS BAS BAS! PERGI GENTING!! KAK! SINI SINI SINI! BANG! BAS KE blablablabla"

UGH! People know where they want to go oh-kay!? There's no need for you to scream,shout or damage someone's ear just to tell which direction.. =_="
And this same goes to the makcik2 at the nearby stalls.

Sure enough this kills my mood.


(I LOVE that shirt!! Sadly it's a guy's shirt. daym)


After a long/boring/freezing bus trip to Genting (and i tell u, its just like visiting Kundasang - with themepark installed), there's that PARADISE.

PRETTY BOYS SANCTUARY. Hahahhahahaha!
No silly, there's no such booth like that over there.. but the place is crawling with pretty faces. Don't say i'm gete bah, it's in my nature, MY GIRLY NATURE to have some eyecandies. hahahaha~



And there's this one particular guy. Budu. Gila CUTE! Me and my sister can't stop staring.
(we even tried to take pictures of him) hahahahah. I bumped on him and i thought "Ooh! PRETTY" (silently of course) and then, this red shirt guy just had to crush everything. I can't believe he just grabs his arm and they walk side by side ROMANTICALLY. Gay? T-T
WHY WORLD?? WHY??


This haunted house is not that scary. BUT SERIOUSLY STARTLING. The sound effects are awesome. Hahaha. (This is where we met that pretty gay.. hahahahahhaah)


Getting inside the house in one team - With some chinese couples. Gosh, there's three of the boys in front.. and they can't stop YELLING and SCREAMING literally like a girl through the walk inside that dark house. While my sister and i, laughing our hearts out. It's funny seeing this 'i look so macho' dudes screaming for their lives.

I walk out from it, feeling revived. Strange, but true.




Too bad it's raining.. All the rides are closed. Darn it. But the good thing is, (trying to be an optimist again) i can experience the steam-coming-out-of-your-mouth experience. You know, when the temperature's cold, you get to exhale and all the water vapor goes out to the air... XD


A sad silhouette...


I wanna ride the Flying Coaster so badly!

Meanwhile, Abung can't get rid of his chicken addiction.

Everyday, there's got to be CHICKEN on his plate to help him survive.. And that explains his 'happy' tummy. (Buncit)


I look so .... Oriental .... and shortest.

SIGH.
I wanna go there again. And next time, i'll make sure i'll get on those rides.


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